14/2/13 ;; rants.

sigh okay. I've been feeling down for the past few weeks but only during the weekends. I don't know if I should post it here because YOU may see it but /sighs/, I need to let it out somewhere I guess. And I can't exactly rant it out on twitter/facebook because that'll be too obvious.

Okay, so recently I invited my friend to my church. Well I kind of regret it now because I feel like I'm drifting apart from my church friends. My church friends are a very special group of people to me, and i am definitely not willing to share them with others. Call me selfish or spoilt, I'm like that. So the friend I invited to church has been I don't know, sticking to my church friends a lot? I don't really know how to explain. She tries to get involve in everything we (me and my church friends) do, makes them camwhore with her half the time we're in church and just, TRIES REALLY REALLY HARD TO FIT IN. I know it's wrong of me to feel pissed at my friend and that I should be feeling happy for my friend that she's finally going to church, but I can't help but feel this way. One of my church friend got so attached to her that a few minutes ago she tweeted a valentines tweet dedicated to her (and my church friends), which is weird because they've only seen each other for about 5 days? (my church is once a week) Also, I have no idea why but my friend has given one of my church friend a nickname already. Why isn't that fast.

Another thing that pissed me off was that my friend contradicts herself. In other words, she is what she criticizes. She criticized one of my school friend to be a very 'act-close' person and that my school friend calls people she isn't close with nicknames. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DOES?!!!?!!!!!?

I've ranted to one of my other church friend about this matter but unfortunately, she is of NO HELP.

S I G H.
will go read the verses stated in the photo now.
hope I'll change the way I feel.

bye zz.