sick

hellloooooooooo. this is a ranting post hahahaha.

I'm so sick and tired of people accusing me of not eating my meals.

I was waiting for my lift a just not when my neighbour came up to me and said I was way too skinny. she then continued saying that I'm probably anorexic. WHICH IM MOST DEFINITELY NOT. I love to snack on junks, especially at the most ungodly hour. I also eat loads of rice for every meal I eat, even more than my mom's portion.

However, the reason why im petite is because I'm extremely fussy about the food I eat. my parents would know that hahaha! I tend to stick to the food that I like only. I'm definitely not what you call adventurous. but still, I do eat my proper meals when needed (and sometimes eat more than needed!) and am definitely NOT anorexic.

I've had a lot of friends tell me about how thin I am. honestly, that's not very pleasing to me. i prefer it when people say I'm of an average size and weight.

I'm just saying what I feel, and I don't intend to offend anybody or imply anything. I'm just fed up, so I felt the need to share it with you guys.

on the side note, I've finally received my ombré pullover that I ordered superrrrrrr long ago!! pictures of it is below :) sorry for the bad shots, I was in a rush hehe.


till the next post,
byeeeeeeee. ♡

18/02/13 , C H A M P I O N S.

Today marked the end of our zonals competition 2013! As I've mentioned in one of my previous post (I think), I've been having my annual inter school table tennis competition these few weeks! After this arduous journey, my school managed to clinch THE CHAMPIONSHIP TITLE FOR BOTH DIVISIONS!! :) really proud of my team. After the prize giving and photo takings and stuff, we headed to jurong point's ajisen! :) had an enjoyable time there. I'll let the pictures do the talking ;)

till then, byeeeeee. ❤

CNY pictures! :)

it's all mixed up :( booooo.

Chinese New Year! ♡ (OOTD and others)

It's the season of red packets, visiting and dressing up!

Yep, it's Chinese New Year!!! :) 

In case you don't know, during CNY, we normally get our lazy bums off the couch and go visiting! Day 1 of CNY is normally visits to grandparents' homes to eat reunion dinner and stuff. (at least for me it is haha) Day 2 onwards is a mix of visiting our close friends and other relatives! 

CNY also means loads of gambling ;) My favourites are black jack, in between aaannndddd..... MAHJONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't even express my love for mahjong through words ahahahahhha. although sometimes i like to just go around being nosey and giving advice to people hehe. YES I AM THE QUEEN OF MAHJONG!! he he. As i'm the youngest among all my cousins, i enjoy just sitting on my older couzzies laps and just acting like a lil girl watching them gamble. hehe. I love every single one of my cousins, and part of the reason is that their very generous with their money. I'm not saying just because they give me money i love them though. What i mean is, when they gamble and lose money, they never act like sour grapes and throw a fit or whatever. (i have heard stories from my friends when that actually happened) That's why when i'm with my cousins (mother's side especially), i feel very blessed to have such special people in my life ~ ♡

ALSO, for young people like me, CNY is the time for collecting red packetsssss! ;D YAAAAAYYYYYYY!! So, we just go around wishing all our older relatives/aunties and uncles happy new year, throw in some exquisite chinese sayings (which i know zilch of) and we get a red packet filled with money inside! Do you feel my happiness hahahahaha! 

I ALSO LOVE DRESSING UP FOR CNY! It's the perfect reason to dress up in bold colours, go crazy with the makeup and hair, and beautify your nails! :) Dressing up also means having to go shopping for new clothes! wooooooooo! ;) and there's often something called CNY sales here in s'pore ;) you jelly?? wahahahhahaha. 

I also love catching up with my old friends and relatives during CNY. I honestly got some shocks of my life when i saw some of my relatives change so much! Some of them also brought their boyfriends/girlfriends over. (time for future cousin-in-law instigation hmmmm) 

Overall, CNY is definitely one of my favourite festivals! ♡

Excuse me while i post some pictures of *cough* myself. I was feeling a little posey. :)

my fav hot pink pullover that didn't get to make its entrance during CNY :( so i'm displaying it here hehe 

it's superrrrr comfy!!!!!

RED PACKETS WOOT WOOT ;)

Will post my ootds as they're in my phone! :) till then, byeeeeeeeeee. ♡

PEOPLE. NEED. TO. STOP. ACTING. LIKE. DUMB. BLONDES. and people need to stop ACTING CLOSE to people they are NOT close to. sheesh.

BLACKMAILING AN INSTASHOP.

(please mind my language and forgive me, im really pissed off)

IN A REALLY BAD MODE BECAUSE OF A BLOGSHOP OWNER. @/lilacxdaisy on ig. DON'T BUY STUFF FROM HER. EVER.

fucking irresponsible. don't support @/lilacxdaisy on instagram.

she scheduled to meet me at 1pm today @ hougang, and I had to comply with that super inconvenient place bc she claims that she had school.

although i reached there 5 mins late, I texted her at 1pm that I'll be 5 mins late.

her reply came in 10 mins later at 1.10pm that SHE FORGOT TO BRING MY STUFF OUT, SO SHE CAN'T MEET ME TODAY.

WTF??!!!?";(@:@:@?!!!!//":,:$/@/"($.)/?/•,£\*\~¥|!\!~|+¥\,'!!!!!!

and may I like to add, IM INJURED AND EVEN WALKING IS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME BUT YET I WENT TO MEET HER.

that bitch made me waste $1.23 on transport today, enough to pay for a normal postage.

IT'S PROBABLY THE 94920939272850482727TH TIME SHE BACKED OUT ON ME.

SINCE 22 JANUARY, AFTER PAYING HER THE MONEY, SHE KEPT DELAYING SAYING SHE'S NOT FREE FOR MEET UPS BLAH BLAH BLAH.

and the only reason why I bought it from her was because she promised she could pass it to me by Friday, which was 25 JANUARY.

OH. AND I TOLD HER IN MY REPLY THAT I HAD TO CANCEL ONE OF MY APPOINTMENTS JUST TO MEET HER, but no, ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE OF REMORSE, NO SORRY.

AND SHE HAD THE CHEEK TO ASK ME TO REMIND HER TO BRING MY STUFF OUT. ISN'T THAT YOUR RESPONSIBILITY?!!!??!!!!!!!!!

in her ig bio it states 'NOBACKOUT' bitch please. http://t.co/Z730Fu1

these are evidence of that scumbag.
http://t.co/reIptuJ http://t.co/5jQxVyU http://t.co/gONzAI2 http://t.co/i5nFJ2S http://t.co/sKM4IWM http://t.co/2v7N9t4

sent her such a long text but still no sorry. wow. http://t.co/eLYJFYc

STILL NOT GETTING ANY SENSE OF REMORSE FROM HER http://t.co/eLYJFYc http://t.co/ZlnUSb5 http://t.co/CFwtoxP http://t.co/Ng9VWfp

up till now, still no sorry. sorry lilacxdaisy on instagram, you've just lost your reputation and trust in people.

14/2/13 ;; rants.

sigh okay. I've been feeling down for the past few weeks but only during the weekends. I don't know if I should post it here because YOU may see it but /sighs/, I need to let it out somewhere I guess. And I can't exactly rant it out on twitter/facebook because that'll be too obvious.

Okay, so recently I invited my friend to my church. Well I kind of regret it now because I feel like I'm drifting apart from my church friends. My church friends are a very special group of people to me, and i am definitely not willing to share them with others. Call me selfish or spoilt, I'm like that. So the friend I invited to church has been I don't know, sticking to my church friends a lot? I don't really know how to explain. She tries to get involve in everything we (me and my church friends) do, makes them camwhore with her half the time we're in church and just, TRIES REALLY REALLY HARD TO FIT IN. I know it's wrong of me to feel pissed at my friend and that I should be feeling happy for my friend that she's finally going to church, but I can't help but feel this way. One of my church friend got so attached to her that a few minutes ago she tweeted a valentines tweet dedicated to her (and my church friends), which is weird because they've only seen each other for about 5 days? (my church is once a week) Also, I have no idea why but my friend has given one of my church friend a nickname already. Why isn't that fast.

Another thing that pissed me off was that my friend contradicts herself. In other words, she is what she criticizes. She criticized one of my school friend to be a very 'act-close' person and that my school friend calls people she isn't close with nicknames. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DOES?!!!?!!!!!?

I've ranted to one of my other church friend about this matter but unfortunately, she is of NO HELP.

S I G H.
will go read the verses stated in the photo now.
hope I'll change the way I feel.

bye zz.